I'm empty, all I do is drink excessively to the point it's hard for my brain to retain memory. Forget everything, just get a drink. I never think; 'cause everything depresses me. I don't care about anything just need a series of girls to endlessly pleasure me, in a constant fuck-fest of rough sex buying booze for girls that ain't even 21 yet. Probably got aids but I never got the blood test, I don't care either way I could give a fuck less. Life is orderless, Kind of bored of it, wish my doctor was more like Kevorkian. Pass the pills, I don't wanna have to feel constantly contemplate suicide - but lack the will Taking shots gazing off looking dazed and lost, Something must've derailed my train of thoughts. Agoraphobic introvert - I'm a nervous wreck Clean cut but creepy as fuck like Herbert West Poppin' percocets, not concerned with death, the brain damage I've acquired has all been permanent. Wallow in worthlessness and dirty sex with teenage girls with perfect sets of perky breasts I came to the conclusion that this life just didn't matter & started slowly killing myself in tiny different patterns. Konsept - Mentally damaged, socially challenged corroded my intestines ingesting dope by the gallons. Wrestle around in this head that's never been balanced Getting head from a chick that said sex is her only talent. I wouldn't doubt it, I stay surrounded by idiots interested in nothing but fucking sucking and sniffing shit. This is it, there ain't nothing more to this life your born with addictive traits then you suffer from them and die. My eyes reflections the naked body of lillith embracing satan and saying the spell that probably killed us Father rebuild us, look at your flock of children we're nothing but talking monkeys and junkies who never feel when... Enough's enough, fuck it, who gives a fuck if I overdose on this oxy it's awesome - I've given up. Tipping the cup as I drink of the precious blood My sins were never forgiven - my definition of love.