Today things change. I've been so fuckin' scared, Since I picked up the phone Trying to Escape from me (My heart) I can't think straight on the beach waves so free And so calm as a lake Like me I'm so dead awake
And I hold on to what I got For as long as I can But now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And i hold on to what I got For as long as I can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again
Today things change Why couldn't it be you When I picked up the phone? The things I'd say If I could have known You won't be there When I got home
Looking for answers why It's so real it's not fake And why am I so dead awake?
And i hold on to what I got For as long as I can But now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And I hold on to what got For as long as I can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again
Please just one more time I wanna say good-bye I’ll wait for you And I'm not scared I promise not to cry
And I hold on to what I got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And I hold on to what got For as long as I can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me And I hold on to what I got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again