Am I peeking if I look? Do my kisses feel invasive? Am i crying when I smile? Who am I to say? can I see this from the inside? Am I dying just to save...air With all these words hung 'round my neck my head is feeling heavy Let me sleep. Did i sneak something inside? A bitter pill a tasteless poison? Do I have something to hide? Who am I to say? I'm lonely as a leper I'm contagious as hell With my clothing and my make-up, I bet you couldn't tell Some nights i don't sleep and when I do i sleep fitfull. These dreams are not mine, and i wake up in a very bad mood.