Scrambling around like a psychopath, never at ease with the task at hand. Always trying to meet an expectation but I'm falling short again and again. I can't fail it's not an option tarnish my name but I will move on. Standing tall with my feet planted beaten and bruised I'll weather the storm. I will stand strong. I'm always feeling inadequate. I wonder whats to earn, I'll never learn. Voices constantly filling my head, putting me down. Trying to euthanize me. But I'm not listening. Goal after goal, constant progression, no negotiations, just my motivation, I have to reach the top, I don't have an excuse, I will take control, I won"t let myself lose. I won't settle anymore, I'm better than I was before.
Who are you to say what I can do? I won't accept it. I know the truth. I'm tired of these stale opinions and views. Out with the old, and in with the new. Something has to change I have to take control, this is my future I will not be stalled and now that I have seen the issue, out with the old and in with the new.