Hook: So, i'm gonna explain ya all, how I feel and what i feel now Just for the 4 years, I made 2 much, yeah it was hard, listen
Chorus x2: 4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this I was feeling like a bitch, and you know this My life is changed, because of my world I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go
Verse 1: My mom told me, don't be so random son My dad told me, it may be dangerous But I'm still moving, still moving to my aim I'm doing this, I trying not forget my name You know how is hard to stay as normal a boy Cos' I made to much work and I can't avoid My lable New Style from the beggining Give me the rest and please stay for the minute I wanna look around, look through my life If it's hard, just give me the fucking knife I will kill myself, so nobody will reject me Or if you want, just try to arrest me Is it better way to you to save your life Don't be so afraid, i get a lonely nights I wanna be honest , my life isn't hard I wasn't living in the dirty hoods, that's right
Chorus x2: 4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this I was feeling like a bitch, and you know this My life is changed, because of my world I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go
Verse 2: I only trust god and i only trust me So, Nick fucking dreamer, it is not so easy
(autotune:) Not easy for you, not easy for me Drop the world, I say to god to forgive me
Yeah, I'm only 15, I'm thinking about future I'm thinking about family Loyalty is all what i know, I don't need to fell down, I wanna just grow up My childhood isn't hard, as I told But sometimes I'm standing back against the wall So, new life, new recording flow I'm not so famous as Jay-Z or Snoop Dogg Believe in me, believe in my heart If you'll do this i'm not gonna stop Thanks to the God, to my family, to my brothers And to those who are next to me I'm full new ideas, so you'll hear about it Give me juz few days to sort them out
Chorus x2: 4 years ago, i wasn't feeling like this I was feeling like a bitch, and you know this My life is changed, because of my world I couldn't breathe, I didn't let myself go
Hook: I was working much, but it's not so difficult in some ways If you'll gonna believe in what you do My way will never be end, cos I want 2, i'm doing all for this And now right after this song, I can feel like i opened my soul to all of you Peace