I'm so alone and it's beginning to cause insomnia I'm just so tired of being something that I don't really want to Like being a man Singing glory to God When all my life is a joke I'm getting real tired of laughing along Just to hear my father whisper That I'm ok And that it's ok to cry But only once in a while Because it will be like this forever And ever and ever And I'm pretty positive that i'm going to die a loser