Fear can drive stick And it's taking me down this road, A road down which I swore I'd never go. And here I sit Thinking of God knows what, Afraid to admit I might self-destruct.
So lock the windows And bolt the door, Cuz I've got enough problems Without creating more!
I feel like I was born To devastation and reform Destroying everything I loved And the worst part is: I pull my heart out, reconstruct And in the end it's nothing but The shell of what I had when I first started!
Usually I'll cause my own first hit, It seems to me to be slightly masochistic. But there'd be no story Without all this descension. So I inflict the conflict With the utmost of contemption.
So lock the windows And bolt the door, Cuz I've got enough problems Without creating more!
I feel like I was born To devastation and reform Destroying everything I loved And the worst part is: I pull my heart out, reconstruct And in the end it's nothing but The shell of what I had when I first started!
Thank you God For giving me the insight, So I might make These wrongs right. If and when There ever is a next time, Cuz failure is a blessing in disguise.
Pull my heart out, reconstruct And in the end it's nothing but The shell of what I had when I first started... The shell of what I had when I first started!
I feel like I was born To devastation and reform Destroying everything I loved And the worst part is: I pull my heart out, reconstruct And in the end it's nothing but The shell of what I had when I first started! When I first started! The shell of what I had when I first started!