it's holding me back the feeling I'm missing someone it's keeping me low thinking you'll be ok again it won't be alright you twisted it beyond repair I won't let you in I don't get to see you again and I wish I was glad wish part of me didn't still hope maybe it's not true maybe it's not so bad I've erased so much I can't be alone with the thoughts it was scary ok after you broke my trust it's hard to know oh twisting my own words against me you held me in your gaze that was not ok that was not ok now something has changed you triggered a change it will always be hard to know oh trust it was not ok it was not ok