we are breaking we are breaking down it ain't easy to unlearn if she'd hold me can't stop shaking could be easy behind her oh if I thought it would it would have been but that's no way to be self confident and lying on the moonlit tar is cool calm but no solutions lie up here with me so it's stupid it's just lazy is it my job to educate nothing round here could amaze me nothing shocks me as of late oh fuck oh damn no way this sense of loss could ever change well what's that worth? there's beauty in this tragedy it pulls me back when I should run away be ok try and fight for more then what we have it tells me just to lay in bed and day dream of the pretty little losses I have felt well I was born in a body that's damned by men and I was born lacking culture and raised in a world of pretend and I was born with an instinct I've been told not to trust oh but I wasn't born with this anger no that was forced on us oh I flew away from my own demise I soared with the wind at my back heart violently beating against bone this is stolen and I can't turn back