hai mou owari da naita tte dameda kirawaretanda yo kitto are da saa dewa mitsukurotteita kao wa korusu koto ni shiyou
sate wa \"saiteina hitori bocchi tte koto ga minukaretandarou ka\" tte hakeba ai nante soko ni saita to shitemo kareteshimaudarou
kowareteku nowa boku no hou de warui nowa kimi no hou da samezame to nakeba hitori oboreru
yondenai yo kiitenai yo daikiraina dake de naitenai yo aimo nai yo tookunatteiku dake de saisho datte saigo datte kizukenai no nara hitori nemuru dake
kyoumi nai yo shinjinai yo douse kieru nara mou osoi yo tou ni nai yo ikiteru wake sura kanjinai yo nou jitai mo kusariyuku dake da hitori kataru dake
\"haa mou tsukareta na\" haita kotoba chuu ni ukandewa sotto tamaru zutto nani mo shinai nante koto ni nareteitandarou
soshite sai toka ai ga nai nante nageki misekake bakari ni kitto netami kankei ga kuzuresatteiku tabi ni kietakunarudarou
nakushita nowa shikatanakute torimodosu ki mo nakute mata boku wa koko de hitori sabiteyuku
kaigoroshita boku no kyou ni taika nante aru ka sainamareta da nante mousou datta no deshou kanchigai de maiagatte marude tsuchi no naka umaru zai no you
hai ninatta boku no saga wa torikaeseru no ka hetteiku ne desura boku wo misuteru ka oikomareta no datte jibun no sei da towa kanjihajimeteta
ima made zutto wasureteta tatta hitori ni natte kigatsuita
kurai
yondenai yo kiitenai yo daikiraina dake de naitenai yo aimo nai yo tookunatteiku dake de saisho datte saigo datte kizukenai no nara hitori nemuru dake
kyoumi nai yo shinjinai yo douse kieru nara mou osoi yo tou ni nai yo ikiteru wake sura kanjinai yo nou jitai mo kusariyuku dake da hitori kataru dake
Yes, now it's all over. It's no use crying I was disliked. This is it. Now then, I'll kill the face which was ready
I'll bet \"I wonder if you discovered that I was the lowest scum who's alone\" Once I spit that out Even if love blooms there, it will die down
The one who is getting broken is me. And that's your fault, not mine I sob and I get drawn alone
I didn't call you, I didn't ask you, I just hate you I'm not crying at all, there's even no love, It's just drifting far away If it's impossible to notice it's the first and it's the last, I'll just sleep alone
I don't have any interests, I won't believe, If I'll disappear anyway It's too late, It's already gone, I don't even feel The meaning of my life, The brain itself will just go rotten and die, I'll just say it alone
\"Sighs, I'm tired now\" , The words I spit out float in the air and stay there I guess I've been used to not doing anything for a long time
And, I'll moan that I have no talents or love Surely I'll get jealous of something looks good on outwards Every time I lose relationships, I'll wish that I want to disappear
Nothing I can do with something I lost and I don't even feel like taking it back Again I'll get rusted at here
As I've kept myself on the payroll, do I have any counter value? Something like I've been nagged was a delusion, I guess I got worked up about and I'm like a treasure buried in the earth
Is it possible take back my nature that turned to ashes? Do decreasing roots even abandon me? I was starting to sense it was my fault that I was pushed into this
I have forgotten that until now I came to notice that after I became all alone
It's dark
I didn't call you, I didn't ask you, I just hate you I'm not crying at all, there's even no love, It's just drifting far away If it's impossible to notice it's the first and it's the last, I'll just sleep alone
I don't have any interests, I won't believe, If I'll disappear anyway It's too late, It's already gone, I don't even feel The meaning of my life, The brain itself will just go rotten and die, I'll just say it alone