Settle down, head against the window counting hours by the handful of plastic bottle shots coming home, sleeping in my own bed waking up to the silence I’m no good at this at all
I need a good distraction, honey if you could come by and hold me like you want me, like that would make me happy, like that would take the pain away if only for a while and maybe in the morning, leave without a warning just a note on the pillowcase that says “I never wanted more”
Cuddle up, wrap your arms around me don’t lace it up with sympathy it’s just easy if you’re sleeping soon enough I’ll be leaving here tomorrow, and all the pain and the sorrow makes it easier to go
I need a good distraction, honey if you could come by and hold me like you want me, like that would make me happy, like that would take the pain away if only for a while and maybe in the morning, leave without a warning just a note on the pillowcase that says “I never wanted more”