there's no monsters in the closet that's what mother said there's no boogie man or zombies underneath my bed when there's scratches on the window she said its only branches in the breeze there's no Freddie Kruger, Blair witch, there's no chucky doll there just characters in movies they're not real at all hows it possible my mother never realized that monsters do exist these nightmares aren't nightmares and I cant reveal the monster I see every night is very real when I hear that demon voice I stop breathing and I freeze If I'm to stop the germ from spreading I must kill the disease oh father in heaven please protect me Hello kitten don't be scared its only daddy I cant live through this again I just came to tuck you in but I just want to go to sleep I pray to god my soul to keep but don't you want to give a goodnight kiss to daddy but don't you want to give a goodnight kiss to daddy god give me strength god take away my fears if you re really out there send me a sign this is the last time I'll ever ask you for anything this is the last time I will pretend that nothing is happening alone tell me that I'm not alone tell me my heart can be salvaged tell me my soul can be saved my fault tell me this is not my fault tell me why do I deserve this life my brushes some paint I'll need my razor blades and a warm jacket and I'm taking this gun there's nothing in this world to justify him if I am to survive I must deify him I'm leaving this behind I'll go so far away hell never find me I know that I'mmaking that the last time