The familiar ring of my alarm clock waking me up at half past 8 Everything seeming normal till I assess my mind's state I quickly inject the numbness into my brain keeping the demons at bay An endless stream of traffic lights as I submerge myself into the fray
My ear drums captured the sound of your laughter as you were chatting away The light illuminated in your eyes always gave me hope for a better day What if I came to you that night instead of being locked in my selfish ways? Maybe then I’d be beside you falling victim to your graceful gaze
Eyes turned to the sky I ask why is this happening to me? If you’re truly the God they say you are why put me through this misery? The people stirring around prancing on with their fancy lives As I am stuck standing here a stone statue with shattered eyes
My tears betray me as they flood the trench beneath my feet Buried beneath my covers I can’t sleep and I can’t eat
My heart is empty yet it is seeping isolation I nurse this new found loneliness as the base of my foundation
Kneeling beside your grave in the darkest shade of the night My tear drops have now become messengers of the light
And upon the spot they fall a most mysterious sight occurs A moon flower blossoms as my life joins with hers
Now realizing her spirit lies inside of me you were never gone Now fearlessly I stretch this path and she walks with me you were never gone