She says I need to change. I know the meaning now. I need to rearrange myself to turn it all around. I know it's not that simple. Seeing eye to eye. I'm climbing through the rubble now. Someday I'll know I tried.
And all I can say is things are different now. All I can hope for is to make it up somehow.
So, I know you know I should I'm sorry, 'cause I'm the one to blame. I know it's always the same. I should say I'm sorry.
She woke up late at night. I was shaking on the floor. I pushed the envelope too far. I can't do this anymore. I always let it win, the struggle in my head. Self-medicating myself till I'm half an inch from dead.
All I can say, it's got to be different now. All I can hope, just to make it up somehow.