Nova Rockafeller x H1987 - DEAR NOVA | Текст песни

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• Nova Rockafeller x H1987
• DEAR NOVA

And when I started had a heart full of fire,
stomach fulla hunger. scars from the liars.
i got mad weed but i can never find my lighter.
They tried to break me down but i was strong like a tiger,

Smoke my bowls, I'm feeling broken it's beautiful,
See so much shit with no pharmaceuticals.
Drunk and the sidewalk, city under my feet.
Walk 100 blocks tryna figure out why i'm me.

And i been hurt, but thats mine like a secret.
somewhere in a shadow where you you can't see it.
Only i will know the shit i been through.
And i'll probably never tell you truth.

I will keep the fucking pain to myself - -
i'll pretend I'm not a mess, and just cells.
ill keep the fucking rapes to myself, and the hate
for myself to myself, like everybody else.else.

Streets so dark and the park looks bright.
Jumping off swings, tryna reach new heights.
Hitting bowls in the slides, counting stars in the skies,
My reflection in the window, i get lost in my eyes.

I look into the moments as they all coincide,
block time, and i'm with myself on all those shitty nights.
sitting on a suitcase, under city lights.
Had to run away because it wasn't really right.

took so many planes, and i met so many faces.
Fell in love so often, broke in all the same places.
I could hear a voice, it sounded like a boy,
Drink cuz he get louder when I'm wasted.

And i laugh when my exes get stabbed, cuz i'mma bad person.
Fuck me.
And he hits me up and i don't give a damn, cuz i'm not that person,
who leaves.
No - I will stay and drown, i wanna be trapped under as it crumbles to the ground,
Crooked is my crown, yelling fuck it i'm down. and throwing everything in reach.

You lef yo shit and i covered it in bleach.
i can Tear apart the world that we created in a week.
And i can't fucking help but tell everyone i meet.
when i crawl up on stage, throw my heart down at your feet.
feet.
I'm throwing everything in reach.
I'm throwing everything in reach.

remember me. that bitty with mean right swinger,
The one you wanna dine out but don't like dinner.
Who go catch you with a side ho and throw an appliance.
If you didn't want war why'd you break the alliance.

Breech - throwing everything in reach.
man i covered hella shit in gasoline or bleech.
i will set fire to the sheets,
I will fucking cut you until you're meat.

Dear Nova,
If I could tell you shit.
you'll forgive yourself for everything you did.
Every heart you broke, and every time you shattered.
And how you'd do it all again, like a pattern.

One day you'll go to meetings. the pain will turn laughter.
They'll write you big checks, and you'll think it doesn't matter.
you just want to rap, and you know you'll go to hell and back.
To tell the world they're dying and nobody wants to tell em that.

But that's one day, that's one too many days away.
I know you wanna die you'll barely make it through today.
And every single guy you fall in love with walks away.
Cuz they don't have the same pain in THem that makes you grey.

Dear Nova, I'm from another plane,
I know sometimes you hear me in the brain.
when you dumb high, think you went insane.
I'm the person that you come to with your pain.

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