I pretend that being OK is hiding your problems in a bed Where I get no sleep I'm mirroring the bad things that became a part of who I am And I was stagnant long before I stopped feeling a thing So I let go...
I stopped looking for hope in the cracks On the wall where I told the world goodbye
I'm pushing off Into the distance in the fog where I hoped the waves would crash And tear me apart like you did So I sank I could never swim and it shows in the depths Where I've been alone
Because depression got a hold And it doesn't let go Without taking what you love most It's my head and the thoughts I can't control Hating myself has become my home
I got lost somewhere along the way But I don't want to be found Just let me dig my own grave