I am unable to tolerate the memory that grips me That world of theirs that penetrated me, suffocated me... I deny these memories, a calm self-deception
Long since forsaken by the world, I have faded into nothingness Long since severed, the seperation of my spirit and flesh I deny these memories, a calm self-deception
When dreaming of the suffering of the past wrapped in its cold embrace I walk the agonizing path of darkness spiraling away from heaven From the depths of despair a faint glimmer of hope... But for the anguish that waits to claim me once again
Reaching out towards a new hope, this arduous life continues its ruinous course This relentless time of bleeding my spirit over and over
For the people I love, I spread my legs to them... They who consume my body, they who consume even my spirit
I am aching, yearning. To be free. I am aching, yearning. Wanting this time of pain to end. I am aching, yearning. I am aching, yearning.