Indifference, spiritless Shadows upon my soul Pressure in my head, uncreativity A veil lies upon my thoughts Reality distorted, mentally inhibited Lack of interest, feeling erased Turning away from society
Emptiness is killing me Impossible to live a normal life A black haze of depressions is covering my soul I'm afraid that i could go insane What has happened to me? Mental emptiness
My mind is frozen, emptiness Living in a world of mind obstruction I'm just a stanger to my self-emptiness Captured in my own body
I lacerate my self to feel that i'm still alive Perceptive faculty restricted Desperation, sadness My permanent companions Pursuance of gloom
Fear to leave my house Surrounded by permanent anxiety states My brain, a no man's land Apathetic, fearfull, emotions dazed
This void is killing me Involved in pointless thoughts i lost the joy of life Completly embarrassed I become antisocial Lasting reproaches to my self Numbness, timidity Sunk in the mist of my sick spirit I avoid social contacts I lost the interest in conversations
Emptiness is killing me... I lacerate my self... Fear to leave my house...
Mind obstruction, instinctive acting My perception becomes blurred I'm not free, nervous, high blood pressure My life is getting dark, everything seems strange Loneliness, enjoyment of life obliterated
I've no explanation, suddendly it appeared Painfull pricks of conscience When will this torture end?