I look out to the sun As it descends behind this dead city Feel the heat on my face See the broken frames As they swell behind my eyes
I hate these tears of freedom I searched for a new name This place was never mine Yet still it remains but it's just not the same
In here you never left me... In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenity Remember the hope you gave me I move towards the light
I tried to look up My only company is walls You've taken every dream Now it's starting again I swear the trust will end She's the only one that could save me
I know your concrete heaven A prison for my mind Without a star in sight Although it dulls the pain I'm still eaten by flies
In here you never left me... In my darkest hours I felt the end of serenity Remember the hope you gave me I move towards the light
I choked down the pills With Jesus by my side Now I will become My own worst enemy before the end
What if I never wake up From this nightmare I've created in my head How did these little hands get so cold How did they get so cold
When I die can I follow you... everywhere
You can't follow me into my head But I can keep you here as long as I want This place was safe until you came In here no one will leave me again But I keep reliving the worst of the moments Killing me slowly It keeps on repeating over again Over again