How can I feel the plague where it's sane, safe and sound? How can I see the black in someone who's full of light? Why can't I help myself from thinking you're a lie? As soon as I close my eyes, it's eating me alive Consuming my beliefs, creating an insight In which I see I'm blind but these are only walls On which I'm trying to find a false proof to make you fall This can't be happening, my mind plays tricks on me I need to find a cure to become who I was, formerly
Please keep me from breaking everything I touch because I see the unseen Help me to find a cure to this disease, keep me from destroying all I have
You're everything I have So please take me back to that time When there were no ghost and no monsters No skeletons in the closet I've been dead for so long Forgetting what love really means I even forgot my name
Paranoia has taken over me Can't trust anyone, not even me I once was told that the first step to recovery Is to be aware of my own disease
When my eyes are closed, I tend to connect the dots And light up a fire to watch it burn I can't fear death because I've seen it through my whole life I'm an unsolved puzzle Constantly broken down In millions of pieces
Now I need you to tell me are you the cure or the poison? Or is it just me?