i don’t think i’m tortured enough at this sink, still coughing you up why can’t you leave me alone i just want you to leave me alone her eyes are looking at me and i’ve tried to see what they see why can’t you be my mirror she thinks i won’t see right through her
standing at the edge of providence barely able to take in all of this
somewhere between the summer and nineteen i was old enough to want this but far too young to choose
spent days out on the shelf found new ways of hurting myself why can’t you see right through me these lies come too damn easy so i am shutting the door i won’t try to call you anymore because this was never worth it i can’t remember ever feeling worth shit
standing at the edge of providence barely able to take in all of this
somewhere between the summer and nineteen i was old enough to want this but far too young to choose and now I’m stuck here with faces from last year i was old enough to want this but young enough to lose
if you leave it up to me then I will make this up to you
i’ve had my head in the ground for far too long i had forgotten about all the time i stole i still believe in your words that keep my feet on the path i swear to god i can change if you give me the chance