There's some things that I'd like to say before this sayings done, Living on my mind the entire time that I've been on the run, I tried to play it off like it never bothered me, But now I'll never get the chance and now you'll never see, And even though I hated you almost all the time I never wished for you to die, I always wished that you reclined, What were the circumstances and I'll weigh out the odds, And get to live the normal life that we've dreamt about so much, And I hope that wherever you are, I'm sorry I wasn't there, from the bottom of my heart.
I'm sorry that when you would call I'd shut my ringer off, And I'm sorry I always made (something) to patch things up. If there's one fault of mine that I won't soon forget, And that was never being there when you were on the bed, I got the news in California, sick with what you had, I was layed up in the hospital with pneumonia in my chest. I felt the pain that you had felt everyday of your life, I relived all my selfishness and finally shed the light,
And I hope you know whenever you are, I'm sorry I wasn't there from the bottom of my heart.