I dont wanna face my demons or acknowledge their existence nothing scares me more than the idea of falling victim I dont wanna be good for nothing I dont wanna be left with nothing I've had thoughts that make me believe that there are things that I can't see and they're working agaisnt me somethings out to get me I've been a pig and I've been disguisting everything I hated is all I was becoming I'm losing all the things that keep me going I cant stop the door from closing I dont wanna be good for nothing I dont wanna be left with nothing I dont wanna face my demons or acknowledge their existence nothings scares me more than the idea of falling victim