You can paint a picture of what I've done It's always time for change and to look at my outcomes, and when I notice I don't got nothing to go back to For everyone who put me down. Fuck you And when I notice when I am hopeless, the diabolic detects dialects darker without focus. Now hold it. I seem to always cast matters aside. My father was greeted by Jesus, but between us, I wish for wings to fly I was a fetus and I cried No reason to deny, my faith in God, but I've been robbed No questions why And I'm still clueless to this day, but I guess everything works out to be fine anyway. How kind of you to take my heart and wear it on your sleeve. Knowing that it hurts. No shirt. No heartbeat. The knowledge that I speak is underneath the gun. Deep like my motto was to blaze all and spare none. You edit the edges and wipe off your X's. Whatever life you live; It's a quick sited sellout quiz. You come and go and you witness. As the masses pierce you with hatred. Their favorite. Nobody business. But I've met the unique sense of feeling weak, and having a spot of acceptance to say you were there for me. And my heart dropped to the floor to hear you gone away. Everyday, missing you more.
Everyday, missing you more..
Just playing pitiful. You know I have the same old blame. Don't even bother when I'm going farther in this game. Just coming up, back around like it ain't no thang. Three X's that I paid and expect no change. I watch you rise above the tide. Buried amongst the flames but whose to blame that you died. Let me explain how to maintain thresholds of pain. Decay and just washed away.
Everyday, missing you more..
The visions left in my mind Aren't clear and hard to find So if you know me, then you'll know I always go outta line Life of confusion- yeah, it's so clear View of illusions- it's just chaos to be feared Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose Living a life I didn't choose, Though I'll still make it through When I was down and on my knees My last breath got to know your peace It's just feelings to release Judges leave me, devils read me I'm not supposed to be where I should be So I fight and creep to the backbone of my destiny Believe what you see with your own eyes But puppets speak from the master's mind I borrowed a smile, Unfaithful to the wrong things To dignify my hollowness of my longing Determination is a friend drowned by burden I've painted the walls but the colors are uncertain. Everyday, missing you more. Sincerely yours.