Every single night The same arrangement I go out and fight the fight Still I always feel This strange estrangement Nothing here is real Nothing here is right I've been making shows of trading blows Just hoping no one knows That I've been Going through the motions Walking through the part Nothing seems to penetrate my heart I was always brave And kind of righteous Now I find I'm wavering Crawl out of you grave You find this fight just Doesn't mean a thing
[Vampire:] She ain't got that swing
[Buffy:] Thanks for noticing
[Demon and vamps:] She does pretty well with fiends from hell But lately we can tell That she's just Going through the motions Faking it somehow
[Demon:] She's not even half the girl she-ow…
[Buffy:] Will I stay this way forever Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor Handsome young victim man: How can I repay-
[Buffy:] -Whatever I don't want to be Going through the motions Losing all me drive I can't even see if this is really me And I just want to be Alive