(And so the godsick are falling to their knees, begging for a rapture or at least a killer disease something to make their prophecies come the slightest bit true, oh that's right God's got it in for you. the investment bankers and cfo's are digging shelters the size of buildings cuz we've got em running...but its all for nothing.) I despise a life held with no regard to the things we hold true. Your life placed above others but the truth is, this place is above you. Nothing left. Waiting to die. No fear, no pain, I can't feel anything. I've been to the end and there is nothing waiting there for us. No light and no love (nothing). Nothing to dream of. "I'm a liar, a coward, and a thief" he said to the floor. But with no light and no love, whats the point of living anymore? Stare into the faces of all my friends. All I see are dead ends. I despise. For every girl I ever loved, for every friend who never gave a fuck; For every time the government had left me there to bleed; For every wasted year I spent praying on my knees; I DESPISE YOU ALL. Love is just a construct of the mind, a design to perpetuate our illusions and delusions (that we are here for purpose and reason). The truth is we will squander away all the air we were to breathe because all that we prayed for, all that we wanted is nothing. All that we see All that we pray All that we seek All that we pray All that we dream All that we needis nothing.