How It Is//I’ll have the milk steak, boiled over hard, and your finest jelly beans, raw
Fed up and let down, eat shit, I'm done.
Wish your mother health, if I was stronger I'd be there to help for you, care for you, but I can't. Wish your father well, if I was stronger I'd be there to help for you, care for you two but I can't. Fuck everything. Sleep well, take the pain, put it on my chest again, I'll feel the same and bottle all the suffering. When I am gone it's on you to forget my voice and carry on if you haven’t already moved on. It was a shame reaction. It hurts the most when you are the last to know. Ring on her finger. I've got a heavy heart. I want to see her but we drifted apart. I could have made things better, I could have patched things up but what's the fucking point at all? Whats the fucking point when I know you've had enough? It's getting awful hard to keep up. To try and forget you, and all the times we had, I am trying to forget them and all the love we made, I am trying to forget it, and all the tears that shed were useless, I hate it. Fuck everything. Here's your fake congratulations. It will never matter what you were willing to do, it’s the choices that you made. Now I'm living without you.