The most important lesson I've learned is that nothing's worth fighting for. Maybe it seems absurd, but my heart's finally hit the floor. Motivationally dependent on something more. I hear what you say, but I can't listen anymore.
I wish I could make something honest out of this instead of sinking into shallows and balling fists. I'm only trying to smile, but instead, I am getting pissed. Listless in bigger increments.
It'd be nice to keep my calm, sing along to the melodies in my head, but they're a chorus of shrieks.