this is all i've ever wanted and i'm not breaking my promise so why do I feel like you think it's a bad idea? and i'm just being honest. getting over feeling haunted was a little more than daunting but now's the time to let go of this old fear
I haven't been asking for excess. Seem to always find me underestimating my own progress but I think I'm feeling better now knowing that I still can depend on myself to stop and know when you can't commit, still play pretend, and as per usual, let me down.
And I just want some peace now, but I'm scared that I am far too blind to find it. I just want to hold her, just be close to her but I'm scared that she'll mind it. but even if I could swallow my fear, I think it still might not be worth it cause I'm a traveller now, and the summer's gonna end before I know it.
But then again, I'm not content to play the 145, to sell myself short, or pretend I'm alive. This time's gonna be different and no distance is gonna keep me from what I need. So let's get going.