Assuming false rumours and all the lies are told, it really makes my mind want to explode. Everything I try to do after what they said, becomes a fantasy. Whispers are louder than plain words don't you know? "That girl, you know, is just a monochrome puppet. She's under control, every move is not her own," a wacky symphony.
Ah, rate me, I'm worth as much as you all say. Ah, make my life feel like it's never right; repeating on.
Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, I place my head out of the window frame, There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, but I don't feel up to dying yet. Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, my wrist becomes a needle box. There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, I take a bite and eat the cake; I'm so exhausted.
All that I ever hear of is that everyone is hanging, why can't anybody just tighten their screws? Their living double lives, never acting like themselves, a build-a-friend factory. I open up my ears and hear the feelings that are said, the girl that's oh so strong's a media monkey. The way she's living seems like plain out fraud to me, what a pitiful being.
Ah, come here to me, I'll let you be yourself. Ah, can't help wondering how many people lives, that I've destroyed.
Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, looking straight ahead, I'll stab my chest. There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, I'll drop it, I don't wanna suffer now. Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, as I'm falling deep and I cannot breathe. There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, is this the only way I'll think of life from now on?
Ah, begging for help, I feel so desperate. Ah, there's the proof that no more harm can be done, I've reached the worst.
Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, I walk out into the motorway. There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, I realise the truth and stop right there.
Nothing is alright, I just wanna stop, I aim a handgun straight at my skull. There's no fun anymore, I'm tired of it all, then I find it was in my mind. But all I wanna do, is let it out and cry, I have noone to relieve my pain out to. Oh my voice is shaking, I sound pathetic, I'll just ignore my mind cause I'm just a waste of time anyway.