hide out in reliquary shells collecting dust and turtle bones because i can because i want to because there’s no one around to tell me not to
i wanted pretty scenes of pastel fish in lilly-padded lake not this inky nothingness taking up its place
this feels like my organs have been hiding in atonement i see them cheering spitefully so spirits come to rest on shoulders with thoughts of life, chaos, and order
even apples had imperfections but they didnt waste time staring at reflections of the things that weren’t and what was never real it was only there to give you something to feel “dont think for a second that youre alone in this” but i am i am i am