I had a dream Drowned in a swimming pool Two tabs of acid in my jeans My mom gave them to me My stupid face, my stupid genes Now I blame everyone but me Let me gnaw on my fingers, I'm starting to teeth For the first time ever I've remembered to breathe
Maybe they'll burn through my spine, Rip out all the words I'd use to describe The things I see in my head The things that make me believe I'd be better of dead I say we grind through the dirt Find some place better and live in the earth With only the rocks and the worms Sit and listen and watch as the world starts to turn
They tried to tell me How I should feel I may not remember But I can see what is real Our pulpy insides This dimming porch light Wind, the night Somewhere that the joy won't find me