Once a heart filled kid in this heartless world. He's blinded by what he feels is love. He's blinded by your eyes and what he thinks is trust. He's so fucked up on joy, he can't see through you. A broken heart can ruin a kid, this once heart filled kid is now a broken man. What have I become? He's now an empty fuck. Broken: he searches for love in the wrong place. Desperate: he mistakes sex for passion. He finds beauty in nothing. He finds beauty in no one. What have you done to me? You ruined me. Anger fills his heart as he walks through this cold town. He's lost hope in himself; He's lost hope in love. Barely hanging on, he feels his life slip away. How do you wake up everyday when at night you're praying to pass away? What have you done to me? I'll cast away cast away this pain. This is me giving up on you, giving up on love, and giving up on hope. My most fucked up thoughts are before I fall asleep. My nightmares become reality, I owe it to myself to cast away these dreams.