Every day when we were alone – I slowly died He said “Be nice and help me...” – then he shut the door He stripped himself – he stripped me naked Ande he hurt me (...but I couldn’t escape) I smelled his sweat and I felt his kinkyness Closed my eyes and died...
Save my life! Save my soul! Tame my rage! And give me back my innocence! Take away the blame! Make me feel clean again! Protect me from self-distrust And from nyctophobia!
Eleven years went by – and I became an empty shell I felt dirty but no water would help Until the last minute of my life On a balmy autumn day – my day of reckoning I found death by my own hand I said my last prayer:
Save my life! Save my soul! Tame my rage! And give me back my innocence! Take away the blame! Make me feel clean again! Protect me from self-distrust And from nyctophobia!