how could i ever have imagined that i would find it that hard to survive in this cold and meaningless universe god's death left an immense void in my soul i can't feel any more... my eyes pregnant with darkness giving birth to a demon each single second broken and wingless i am a man without destiny
i never meant to be ungrateful! isn't there any redemption for this sinful soul? someone please come and take me by the hand i need some warmth...