it was raining the day i found my confidence it was my birthday but i hadn’t thrown a party in years and I hung my head low when you said, “what I need right now is friends” some social code I could never understand Well I’ll admit I never expected the best but it’s hard when you’re throwing lines like, “I missed you” and “you mean so much to me”
in the dead of winter we stood in the ruins of my back yard both shivering but with smiles on our faces amid the snow and laughs how could I have seen that we were doomed to fail
but as long as I’m safe with you as long as I can stay here with you
the sun was shining the day I lost my confidence but what can I say? I’ve never been good with questions well maybe I waited too long or not long enough either way I wasted time waiting for failure
all the nights we spent laughing in unison pile up on me; I guess they help me sleep at night, we drove home singing at the top of our lungs to songs we never heard before we didn’t know the words, so we sang just like da da da da da da da da
though these nights feel like forever maybe we aren’t meant to be