I can't control everything And i can't forget just what i've seen These memories take me away To a better place than i am today I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life i'm losing It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye) To fade away, fade away alone (notherfuck it, goodbye!) I just want you to take, take me back home To a better place that i've never known That i've never known I can't control everything (death is the only way out!) And i can't forget just what i've seen (death is the only way out!) These memories take me away To a better place that i am today Than i am today ...this life i'm losing (this life i'm losing) I devise my...own demise