torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru jibun no kimochi* sae mienai me wo somuketeru te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou you ni tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga
"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo" "kurushii nante iwasenai kara"
mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku
jiyuu wo motomete wa tadoritsukezu ibasho no nai genjitsu ni omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru karada ga kirisakare itami ni kiete iku kioku mo negai mo setsunaku irozuki hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu BOKU WA PARANOIA
tsunagareta teashi kakusareta hitomi no naka ni omoidasu ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka
"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo" "itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
tewatasareru kindan no akai mi
jibunrashisa nante wakaranakute kako ni shibarare kurikaesu toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni "ano mi wo kudasai" te ni iretai mono wo tsukamenakute kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake kizutsuite shimatta mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta BOKU WA PARANOIA
unadareru kubi kikoenai mimi sakebenai nodo ugokenai ashi kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita
kurai yami no naka de mogaki nagara nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru migite ni nokoru akai iro BARABARA no chouchou konomama nemurazu ni aruki tsuzukereba itsuka wa tadoritsukeru? yuku te ni kimi no ashiato ga mieru mou modorenai BOKU WA PARANOIA ____________________________________ Without a destination, the captive heart no longer moves Not even my own emotions can be seen by those averted eyes. Like a butterfly caught in the palm of a hand Flying is impossible
"It's okay to live however you'd like "I won't let you say it's painful."
Temptation whispers close to the ears
Following this road while searching for freedom In the reality of which there's no where to belong Staring at the map that no longer satisfies me Until the body is torn apart and I disappear into pain With both memories and desires sadly colored, The left hand has a wound that can't be forgotten I am paranoia
Drudging on with these limbs, hidden inside these eyes I remember: was that image an illusion?
"It'd be easier to throw everything away." "The pain will change to pleasure."
Handing over the forbidden red fruit...
Not understanding what is becoming of myself Tied to the past, I repeat myself Realizing it was time's fault, I say "Give me that fruit." Not being able to catch that desired thing, The wounds never disappear, only increase I've realized it now, leaving behind this unknown world I am paranoia
A hanging neck, Ears that can't hear, A throat that can't shout, Unmovable feet Is this a dream or reality? I don't know But you definitely stared at me
While struggling in the darkness No matter how many times I find myself All that remains in my right hand are the remains of a butterfly At this rate I'll continue walking without sleep When will I ever get there? I can see this path with your footprints. I can no longer return I am paranoia