darkness... silence - it‘s so sombre here... no matter where or who i am captived... condemned... to live in this shell in my own personal hell
retreated... occlusive - what has brought me there and, damn...how can i return? anguish... confusedness - am i daft in the head? am i here or am i dead? ...am i dead?
slightly it drives me insane... it makes me feeling so lame
darkness... silence - creeping through my soul why am i like what i am? captived and condemned to live in this place of blankness, hate and pungent ache
forgotten... despised - shut out of this life wihtout a future anymore chaos... panic - the apathy inside has merged and grown to endless fear
i rot down in madness no cure‘s there to expect no future to defeate without the past - i can‘t forget it slowly drives me insane and every day it‘s the same it strangles all my feelings... of pleasure, teariness and shame
and i hold you to me tight turn your days into night there is no place you can hide already lost is this fight i lacerate your mind paint your world black and white one day i‘ll blow off your light i‘m your chaos inside