This is hard, it’s so hard But I think I have the courage to say it I don’t love you anymore This bed that we’ve been laying in Doesn’t feel the way that it used to My hearts been hurting so much Its been leaving me sleepless
I’ve been second-guessing So I’ve been filling my lungs up with smoke Just so I don’t ever bother Looking for you
I hope you hear me, singing this song from the summer Because I’m sick and tired of this (i'm sick and tired of this) Of fighting in your car, and praying that your mindsets clear But nothing will matter, because nothings left here at all
And Honestly, did you think that there was purpose for how you handled anything? You just kept chewing me up and spitting me out I know how you get when you drink Do I need to review my 20th birthday When you made a mess of everything
I’ve been second-guessing So I’ve been drinking more than I should I don’t care to ever bother Remembering you
I hope you hear me, singing this song from the summer Because I’m sick and tired of this (i'm sick and tired of this) Of fighting in your car, and praying that your mindsets clear But nothing will matter, because nothings left here at all
Ill admit I shouldn’t have left the way I did I don’t expect forgiveness I don’t expect your tolerance But I’ve been so cold My room is empty and I’m home all-alone
Hollow and cold My room is empty and I’m home all-alone (alone) Coughing till my eyes should close And when I’m asleep, your face appears and haunts me when I dream But that’s all I see, a face that never appreciated me So when you’re with him I know deep down, you're still thinking of me in my dreams