And I blame myself Plague my mind with these insecure thoughts Whispers in the back of my head Telling me it's all wrong Why do I persist? I'll endure another day Why do I persist? As self loathing strangles me Push past the veil of helplessness Love can't catch me, not today Take your hand and just surrender? It's just not worth it Why do I persist? I'll endure another day Why do I persist? Self loathing strangles me But I'll endure another day