Lately I can't stop myself from feeling Like everything I do will just go wrong Lately I just stare up at the ceiling Hoping that the answer comes along I hope I find the answer after long
I spent the better part of the last season Lighting my own hopes up and watching them burn out I never bothered with a rhyme or reason For why I had to bring about, to scream and shout, a crippling self-doubt in me
I guess I thought it would be Easier to just wait and see I guess you thought I would be Back to the same old pony
You know I would never turn my back on the road That I have paved, my feet are wearing under me I wish I could drop this and go back, cuz the load That I've been laid, you know that it's killing me
I bought myself some time with my obsession With working hard and playing it off while still honest I'm still just getting used to this progression From back when I was young and restless, always reckless, now who am I to end this?
I guess I thought it would be Easier to just wait and see I guess you thought I would be Back to the same old pony
You know I would never turn my back on the road That I have paved, my feet are wearing under me I wish I could drop this and go back, cuz the load That I've been laid, you know that it's killing me
I built myself up just to fall back down with nothing to show for I built myself up just to fall asleep and dream that I do something more I built myself up just to fall back down with nothing to show for I built myself up just to fall asleep and dream that I do something more I guess I'm never going back
You know I would never turn my back on the road That I have paved, my feet are wearing under me I wish I could drop this and go back, cuz the load That I've been laid, you know that it's killing me
You know I would never turn my back on the road That I have paved, my feet are wearing under me I wish that my life could just go back, cuz the load That I've been laid, you know that it's killing me