Now I don't even know the reason why I'm in this Crazy messed up world to begin with But I'm just trying to make the most of it (most of it) It's more than I can say for most of it
See this world had me feeling like i nearly lost my mind Wakin' up to that same feeling all the time It's was like I was, getting by just swinging from a thread tho Barely hanging on and still I didn't wanna let go Through all the errors and the effort there's a lesson I learned It's pretty hard to get the best when you're expecting the worst It seems simple enough, so why do I make it so hard? I don't know but I do... And some days I lament it but hey It's better than the mundane life that I had (shit) Relying on cheap thrills and refills to be filled Walking a line where You become a lot of things but you're never quite you Till life becomes another thing that you never quite do And too many of us live like that, in the grips of the mind But I'm guessing that why this is life and
"Some want the money, some want the throne Some don't really care and then some they want both It gets deep in the game we play I guarantee it'll stay the same" You know it goes like...
I nearly came to breakdown, trying to figure this maze out Face down getting sick of that cynical sane frown, but Now, see I'm refining my escape route And its got me thinking i can finally find my way out... To lay down was never an option I figure losing in the game is better than watching Don't you? After all of this shit that we go through Yet this whole sees only so few, make it out Doubt keeps the many tame So the ready keep forgetting that they can escape And wait till its too late to then explore Or fade away while wishing they made a way to press pause It's never coming tho... Nah it's like yeah there's another road, there Still but there's no way I'm ever gonna go So instead I'm getting back back to the Place where most exist and it goes like this, it goes
CHORUS
But I see now that just ain't right
See now at every show I've got, people there only really just want one song But thinking where I've come from, i ain't gonna run from it never I'm not gonna lie... there's nights when I Feel like my world is closing in... But I just try to keep in mind what I've been focused on since day one Man coz really I'm still hoping that that day comes Names come and go, yeah I know But there's a part of me that's sure that I won't, and as I grow I see a lot of new fans tagging along on the bandwagon And tho it feels good to finally be in a place where you have them It wasn't always that trend thinking back when Everybody's ignoring ya, now they're like hey We probably should've supported ya, it's ok Shit I'm not holding a grudge I'm just glad you're not around to keep on holding me up, in this world where