I wrote this with my two feet planted on the ground No stewardess giving a fuck whether i am around I got some issues in my heart And they've come overdue When I gave credit where it's due Mothafucka where you?
Underestimated Under-appreciated Never thought that I could make it So it's y'all that I elevated I stalled on my own creations Causing me some inner-confrontations Increasing the complications Regardless of determination If my thoughts turned into nations There'd be global devastation The world would tremble like the Haitians We'd all be fucked, neck nominations...
Fucked, neck nominations... get it..? hahaha!
But i'm patient Yet angry and impulsive And when I blow you'll be comparing me to an explosive Many ladies find both those things so goddamn repulsive But it's not my fault I do try to stay calm and non-revulsive I guess I gotta cut myself a little bit of slack No point in having dreams If you die young from a heart attack And I wanna say the heart is back But will it ever be? Maybe if i find a way to boogie down like Heather B My jealousy Is lettin' em take advantage They tether me My fault, it will forever be Got stung by the "whatever" bee Don't settle for whatever's free And won't be bound by no decrees Smart and hot, I want both degrees!
But man I ain't gon' hype Cause I ain't all that Man i'm just a foolish whiteboy That wish he was black Man it was fun for a while But this rap shit is wack I'm throwing in the towel Here Take the mic back
*Chorus* I'm lost inside myself I don't where to go I'm confused and I need help Someone help me take control I said I'm lost inside myself I don't know where to go I'm secluded, I'm in hell I need some help to find the road...
*Verse 2* Sing about me, talk about me, think about me please! My pride is out the window Here I am, I'm on my knees What i would go through for success You wouldn't believe Fly overseas Work in countries that grow money trees Fuck that givin' up shit I persevere with my attitude And I gotta listen when they tell me That I'm outta tune But maybe they're repressin' They testin' If i'm a blessin' When they light like my complection The wish I would start regressin' I'm bessin' I got em' stressin' When really I'm just confessin' I'm fessin' Ain't learned my lesson Ain't really bout ownin' Wessons I try to control my 'gression And avoid any digression But I'm lost like no directions I'm confused like intersections
But i gotta pick a side I'm only 18 How the fuck can I decide? I wanna follow my dreams But it seems They don't coincide With the path that i'm takin' Life's a bath Im'ma jump inside And that's when I realize That i can't see for shit I need some real eyes See the difference between my fake friends And the real guys People that'll help me with my wounds And let me heal , Gauze Encourage me with my work And make sure that I feel wise
So now I seek refuge in some soul food Not like i got foolish soul More like i'm my souls fool Yet I tell myself "Come on playa Don't be no damn tool Stop whinin' like a bitch And live up, to what you can DO!"
*Chorus* I'm lost inside myself I don't where to go I'm confused and I need help Someone help me take control I said I'm lost inside myself I don't know where to go I'm secluded, I'm in hell I need some help to find the road...