Every day felt the same Nothing was changing You have lost the guiding flame And finally caved in Let's talk about how you fell Some people say Moving is what happens in hell It burns just twice as hard Going back to the start When ties get torn apart Such a common mistake Picturing a greener grass Or a sweeter cake When our hearts of glass Are so easy to break When we start to fake So every day is a test Evaluating the decisions we make Such a victim of our time People say it's alright To keep looking for changes Whatever the age is Those having freedom and pride Should not be kept in cages Ideas come and go a lot But we embrace the strangest When the adrenaline flow Starts to whisper dangerous And it happens in phases First the distance grows You play along like before But she already knows Because you open the door Without a trace of a smile Just like never before You stare down for a while Nothing close to what is expected From the one with a shoulder to lean on Without saying a word You make her feel rejected Not sensing this is wrong Then you start to socialize Looking forward to claim the prize Craving conversation To cherish your temptation Still you feel so guilty Like a dog on a leash Staring at the bitches Having just one wish To satisfy the itches Making your approach In a way suspicious Finally you make a move Surprisingly smooth Lack of proof Seems to ease your mind But something is hurting inside Refusing to be denied No big deal to find excuses For the one who refuses To pay attention a little more With no intention for war This faith is absolutely blind Every time you are late It roots even more in her mind And it breaks your heart Deep down a voice repeats You know this is not right Killing all the naughty pleasure With a crawling sense of guilt Relief ends up in pressure On everything that you've built Seemed like a vicious hunger To feel at least a bit inspired This is in fact hardly a wonder You ending up a simple liar She's my family you will say And we might have a lot of disagreements But this is nothing compared To the connection between us I have been such a burden To my precious beautiful wife But she is always on my side And she’s the love of my life So I can put my whole life into boxes I can take it with me every way that I go But there's a place You never leave forever That is home A light in your heart Somewhere to belong Every day is now ok Nothing is better Then to lie here awake Forever together