I slept for eight hours, and woke up tired. thought about my desires, that i'm too nervous to try. looked in the mirror, some blemishes I can't hide. i drank a cold glass of water, but it didn't satisfy. Spent. I earned a hundred dollars, there's nothing I wanna buy. I could do twenty push-ups if i was willing to try. so I went and got my car back, there's a new noise this time. drank a cold glass of water, but it didn't satisfy. Spent. it's how I feel. when I stop caring 'bout anything that's real, and my sleeping clothes make it through the day. sweatpants and a shirt in different shades of grey. spent like ten bucks on my lunch. walking around, like a bag looking for a punch, and the weeks fly by, and my only prize is slowly watching my waist increase in size. Spent.