All this time I've been dreaming of it All this time it's been haunting in my dead Tempting me, inviting me to fall asleep in its arms To fall from grace, to breathe its ever-dimming dusk
Through my eyes you could see the hurt I crave Through my eyes you'd see there's nothing left to save I heard you said: "There's a light up ahead", but I am heading towards a dead end I just can't say no, I just can't let go for it's got me bent
I crave therefore I am and that is all I ever feel I hope you'd understand... Once love, one pain, one enemy I toast to misery as I dig into the devils bone And for eternity the pain becomes me and won't leave me alone