So maybe this is what it's like to not remember what it's like not having you around and I don't believe you'd be here if you could but then again you never said you would I make up promises you never made to waste space and time and make like I'm doing fine make like I'm having a fun time
out of my heart so I feel nothing so I can't get hurt so I won't care anymore I'll be fine if I never feel a thing again I'll be even better I'll be all the better then & only then
come and take away my want it doesn't matter what I want I hear lobotomies are free these days I doubt now your gestures are sincere you goddamn piece of shit broken mirror I don't know what I want or what I've got
what's free is yours I don't care if you break my heart