And so it begins A new chapter in my life Tossing and turning in my sleep Wondering what the next day will bring Will I stand up tall Or fall to my knees My head is heavy but my lungs still breathe I want to belive but youre just out of reach I am just a ghost But I still growing A little less hollow Although these winds are blowing I can Create my future With my hands held high I will not fall Tonight Wishful Thinking Let me go I swear I'll come back to you Will you Forgive me Will I just be A memory And it's times like these I wonder if it's worth the pain these days Wishful Thinking Let me go I swear I'll come back to you Will you Forget me Will I be just a memory Ill climb The highest mountain And scream your name on the summit I'll try My best not to fall Where my footing is loose and I am forced to crawl I'm still a ghost But I'm learning to live again Growing In all directions These trees we planted With good intentions They still thrive And their home is where my broken heart is