I’m sick of saving the day, fuck behaving this way I’m praying for rabies to take me from this dangerous place Life is a curse ? at birth, I’m tired and hurt And everyday it seems my thoughts of suicide just get worse Cause every man is the same snakes That damage your name, fakes that manage to reign champion In a scandalous game How can I handle this pain? Wait I’ll stand in the rain holding a cannon with flame and panhandling change Cause I’m sick of these evildoers and people that use people Who equally use people, I’m speaking to you That seem to abuse people confuse us with huge lethal Amounts of money when it’s eating accounts Reaching for pounds, display love, fuck it I hate love I don’t believe in it, love is only a fake drug I’m sick of these fake hugs, tired of fake friends Hate to see tomorrow but I’m hoping today ends
[Chorus]
What? It doesn’t take no sense to know that life sucks Everything surrounding us is corrupt Ain’t no sense in trying to change it, we’re fucked
I’m just another wasted youth And you’ll find that you’re really wasting all of your time If you want to try to change my mind
[Verse 2]
I’m just a typical human lyrically spewing how I feel Fuck a record deal, I’m just revealing just how I feel When the last hour comes all these cowards will run While I stand there and make my death a powerful one Here I come, fear my name, dare I ? That have the strength to run from the webs I’ve spun I’m living life on this terrible spherical giant I need some psychiatric help or some miracle science Maybe a psychic to hit me with some spiritual guidance Before I lyrically explode into a miserable tyrant Cause my anger is worse and I’m plagued by this curse And I’m killing everybody and the strangers are first Then my enemy’s next and my friends will be last Then me if this overwhelming temper don’t pass I was a nerd before, now I made a record So I guess I’m not a herb no more You motherfuckers make me sick with your judging From sisters to cousins You think I’m gonna fall for this fake shit? You’re bugging
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
Now that my mother is gone I’m just trudging along Forced to survive in the streets hoping I die in my sleep Dying to meet God just to cry at his feet Asking him why did he keep me on this earth so long Hear the lies in the speech of these guys in the streets And the cold when my only real desire is heat They said I turned soft, no I just got tired of beef Couldn’t even find a moment for a sigh of relief And when I’m lying beneath I’ll admire the sleep Six feet deep underneath the ground while you weep Through the aisles I’ll creep, stand beside me and speak And supply me with more of those phony lies you repeat It’s not that I lost it’s just that I’m too tired to compete Fuck the game, I’m here to ? and retreat And to all the fake cats who claim to forever been down You don’t have to wait to grieve, I’m dead to you now